Sunday, June 8, 2008

Me and Isabella

well...i haven't posted here in a long long time...and technically this isn't a post, i'm just stating that i am alive, in case anyone really worried. which i'm sure you didn't. i haven't really been doing anything, got a job doing pictures for the JCC Stingrays...that's about it. as usual check out www.flickr.com/photos/never_surrender for my pictures

Thursday, January 24, 2008

ummmm.....wow. i have not posted in here in such a crazy crazy long time. not that anyone probably reads this....so it doesn't matter. i really haven't been up to much...school school and more school. looking for a job....i applied at home depot but i bet they don't call me back. so i'll probably end up applying at target or D&J sports or something. That's about it. BYE

Saturday, November 3, 2007

umm...wow?

hahaha...wow. what a difference a night makes huh? last night...i think i witnessed a miracle!!!! if you want the full story....i'll have to tell you...because i can't relate it all here. but anyways. so last night...i helped decorate for my girlfriends little sister's birthday party. i learned something: i am definitely not meant to be a decorator or interior designer..or anything to do with any of that. teaching suits me just fine thank you very much!



Well I was raised by the good book

Learned to work hard everyday

thought that if you can't say something good

there's nothing good to say

and I caught on pretty early It's no use to work

no harder then you play ...

So I guess that's How

I ended up this way



Chorus

Some where between raising hell & amazing grace

that I keep finding myself

Yeah I get a little crazy trying to have a little fun

then I end up back where I started from

Down on my knees, I pray

O Lord let me see another day

Some where between raising hell & amazing grace



Well I give everything I got, try to give more then I take

For Heavens sake I keep on smiling

No matter what comes my way

And I may be passin' out on Friday night

But come Sunday I'll be passing the collection plate



Some where between raising hell & amazing grace

that I keep finding myself

Yeah I get a little crazy trying to have a little fun

then I end up back where I started from

Down on my knees, I pray

O Lord let me see another day

Some where between raising hell & amazing grace



Yeah I know I'm a sinner,but I've got faith

Oh my Good side is what he's gonna see

When Im standing at them Pearly Gates

He'll have nothing but mercy for me



Some where between raising hell & amazing grace

that I keep finding myself

Yeah I get a little crazy trying to have a little fun

then I end up back where I started from

Down on my knees, I pray

O Lord let me see another day

Some where between raising hell & amazing grace


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Friday, November 2, 2007

wow. it's been a LONG time

just how long you ask??? well...too long. i have been so crazy crazy busy. not too too much has happened...except i happened to meet the bestest person ever :D and you know who you are....COURTNEY!!!!!!!! i've pretty much spent the past 2 months hanging out...and getting to know her...and her family. and pretty much...they're all awesome! of course i always knew that. hard to believe they've been here for what...3 years now?? and it's taken this long for me to realize that courtney lived like a mile from me? i've been to their house so many times...and i never knew. stupid stupid me!!! anyways...yeah. courtney...you guys are pretty cool. maybe eventually they will share the same feelings i have :D i could wait awhile though!!!!!

other than that...i haven't done anything. but i think that's enough right???

am amazed
When i look at you
I see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true
I am afraid
If i lost you girl
I'd fall through the cracks
And lose me track in this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And gave me the strength
And kept me holding on

Chorus
You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

Now here you are
With midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadows dance
With moonlite on you skin

I look in your eyes
I'm lost inside your kiss
I think if i'd never met you
About all the things i'd missed

sometimes it's so hard to believe
when a love can be so strong
and faith gave me the strength
and kept me holding on

You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life




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Friday, August 3, 2007


i've been disappointed with toby keith lately, but i love love his new song. the lyrics are so true.

Sometimes I think that war is necessary.
Every night I pray for peace on Earth.
I hand out my dollars to the homeless.
But believe that every able soul should work.

My father gave me my shotgun that I'll hand down to my son, try to teach him everything it means.

(chorus)
I'm a man of my convictions. Call me wrong, call me right. But I bring my better angels to every fight. You may not like
where I'm going, but you sure know where I stand. Hate me if you want to, love me if you can.

I stand by my right to speak freely. But I worry 'bout what kids learn from TV. And before all of debatin' turns to angry
words and hate, sometimes we should just agree to disagree. And I believe that Jesus looks down here and sees us, and if you
ask him he would say

(chorus)
I'm a man of my convictions. Call me wrong, call me right. But I bring my better angels to every fight. You may not like
where I'm going, but you sure know where I stand. Hate me if you want to, love me if you can.

not too much has been going on here. i've been doing so much school it's not even funny. been bored as heck...i havent seen any of my friends, except my neighbors in forever.

oh. yesterday was lauri annes birthday apparently. happy birthday girl. i can't believe you're five already....it's funny, i remember holding her as a baby. *gets all emotional* :)

anyways, thats all i have to say.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007



if the embed thing doesn't work here's the link...for some reason it's been cutting off. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7ixC-LYDGc

i dont know if y'all saw this...but if this doesnt bring tears to your eyes i'd get your tear ducts checked =) its beautiful

these are the lyrics

If you're reading this
My momma is sitting there
Looks like I only got a one way ticket over here
I sure wish I could give you one more kiss
War was just a game we played when we were kids
Well I'm laying down my gun
I'm hanging up my boots
I'm up here with God
And we're both watching over you

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul
Is where my momma always prayed where it would go.
If you're reading this I'm already home.

If you're reading this
Half way around the world
I won't be there to see the birth of our little girl
I hope she looks like you
I hope she fights like me
Stand up for the innocent and the weak
I'm laying down my gun
Hanging up my boots
Tell dad I don't regret that id follow in his shoes

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul is where my momma always prayed where it would go
If you're reading this, I'm already home

If you're reading this, there is going to come a day
You move on and find someone else and that?s okay
Just remember this
I'm in a better place
Soldiers live in peace and angels sing amazing grace

So lay me down
In that open field out on the edge of town
And know my soul is where my momma prayed where that it would go
If you're reading this
If you're reading this
I'm already home